I’m meeting Lisa, Eloise and Patricia here at my work this afternoon, then heading up to NH after work. We are going to spend a glorious day at the Harrison Hideaway. It will be great to have Grandma finally see the Harrison’s place on the lake in Madison. I’m really looking forward to spending the time together with Grandma.
Last night was a good night. It was really great to see her. She seems to be doing okay, despite her loss. I couldn’t get the feeling that something was missing out of my mind, and my heart, when we were together last night. Something was missing, my dear Grandfather Donald. I think there were a lot of brave faces presented, and some healthy distraction from our fussy little daughter. I cant help but feel that there should have been a little more emotion expressed. I never want to ignore the fact that the loss of my Grandfather has left a big empty spot in my heart. I really wish he could have seen Eloise, held her, adored her, as we do, before his passing.
The one thing I am truly going to miss, is the opportunity to have him give foolish little me some advice on being a father. I always loved my Grandfather, because he was loving, kind, funny, and always seemed like he knew what to do, and how to get what he wanted. I always admired those qualities in him, and I always wished that he would pass on his secret to me.
I suppose he is with us, in all the moments we think of him, and how he was. In that sense, he really was with us last night. I just wished he could give me a big hug (complete with prickley beard) and say “How’s my favorite Grandson?” like he always used to.
Pat and Don Anniversary party 1985
this was beautiful, Brian. I’m wondering if you would record this on audio for MRI want to include it in dads video. Love ya!
Brian
Your Grandfather did pass on his secrete to you through the love he always shared with you. As I’m sure Eloise will tell you some day you’re a great Dad! Somehow I’m sure Grandpa is guiding you on this journey.